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take me to the sky

3:32 AM came to blog again . saw the new conductor yesterday . mr ivan ching . hais . din know that choosing post holders can be SO brain cracking . hais . after our discussion ytd . called seng tat . stupid lor . ask him one question den he talk talk talk nonsense . regretted calling him . wanted to choose the person oredi den now he like say this say that . shit lor . ask for postponing of announceing post holders . but its like . as if we have lots of time . he commented so much lor . i hope that whatever he wanna say to the leaders will not brainwash them to
change their choices . i think that he better not talk to the leaders lor . actually i was thinking . we are just asking him for opinion lor . he dont have to say so much lor . why scare whether its a failure anot . like what yumei say . failure is brought upon by themselves lor . things can be settled somehow if they wished to . whats the prob den . hais . just dont understand lor . among three to-be leaders . dont have to have one as the most hardworking lor .
im sure they will all sit down together to work together . its not that *this person* (name not mentioned) is not chosen . its just tat the decision is like that . i dont wish that he got promoted to be the one suffering lor . den whats the point . might as well go `work at construction to suffer . dont get it lor . why must he always take his batch to do comparisons . i know he got more experiences but times is different now . everything changes . teacher-in-charge . characters of people . the comfort that most people different oso lor . that makes it so different that the comparisons is totally not fair . i think that we should tell him that don bother to give comments le . anyway hes now no more the co-conductor lor . so .... dont ask him the best . anyway hes so busy . lets not bother him . he oso got no time to come down see mah . hes choices somehow differ from ours a little bit . the decision eventually lies with the sec 4s mah . so my conclusion is , you shut up .